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Friday, December 11, 2009
MY BLOG IS DEAD !!! My story ends here ; 9:20 AM Thursday, December 10, 2009 hey hey rinaa here update for apis ehk ! i'm at 369 kopi shop heeh . with fahmi and apis . using apis laptop now , kiter skarang tgh lepak dgr2 lagu and have nothing to do muhaha ! well i have nothing to post actually then Apis suruh update so tk dead hehe . well sadly tomorrow apis can't tag along with us tomorrow . sooo sad ade exam ke per :)) i hope it will postpone hehe . well now apis and fahmi tgh tgk video i think . lazy laa nk eleborate pasal dorg hoho . i will end here ! wansuey! My story ends here ; 1:11 PM Wednesday, December 9, 2009 Im busy so cannot post so many.... To my bro, Ridzwan, good luck for your NS stint. Yesterday i send you cz i know, you would be a change guy once you complete it. SO yeah, i hope you would change! Good luck! To my lil sis, Nur aisyah, Happy 11th birthday! Da besar lah dier. Be a good sis to me and abg akan tolong as abg mampu! Picture later i post My story ends here ; 1:47 PM Sunday, December 6, 2009 why?why?why? Thats in my mind....why? kenape eh? apis tk tau lah, this is killing me? thats why i said, im afraid to fall in love again. Is happiness that i get? I must be patient i know. Asal terase sekse di hati ini. This isnt like any fairy tale story i know. Friends around me had been very supportive. I even ask myself, what the hell am i thinking? am i even ready? im just like an immature boy, only know the phrase, 'when theres a will, theres a way' but dun know what will happened next dun know what is to happen b4 now i know, its not as easy, just a blink of an eye, all vanished........ i hope she remember i say this. " i wont promise you i wont hurt you i wont promise you ill be my best to you i wont promise that you'll get the best lover life when you are with me i wont promise you that youll be happy everytime being with me but i promise you that, ill love you, for who you are, and for who am i...." I hope you remember that... coz i really mean it.... My story ends here ; 9:08 PM I went to ecp saturday night, will update bout tt later My story ends here ; 9:08 PM "If your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more" Got this from someone PM. I sound so meaningfull to me. i like! But i hope its not so true. Its kinda ring in my head...haish..... My story ends here ; 9:06 PM Thursday, December 3, 2009  Ni fahmi. Brothers for life! Even anything happeneds, we are still brothersMommy pun sick. After meeting brother2 at marsiling area there, i went home and accompany mom to doc. Fetch a cab ride home. Now, im feeling unwell. Head are feeling heavy. Im going to sleep now. Take care My story ends here ; 10:43 PM Wednesday, December 2, 2009 Why? You know you should not but why? Come on apis, admit it, its too great. She can make or break your day. Shes not even yours, but yeah. This feeling in you is too great. You miss her when shes not with you. You r full of envy when you spot a couple, and you think of her. You scared of something but you wanna go through it with her instead of running away. You decline when people ask for your number, its so unlike you. You are jealous when you saw her with him when you should not, but luckily, you never layan that feeling. You wanna tell people that you love her You are proud to tell people she yours when one day she yours. You are so happy when shes online You are so happy when she smiles You tried to make her happy when shes down You really try your best not to hurt her You really want to convince her your love You really want to convince her your care You really want to convince her your sympathy towards her You really want to convince her you can accept her for the way she is You really want her to know that you love her You really want her to know that you care for her You really want her to know that you want her to be with you You really want her to know that you love her for who she is EMO per ni post... haish, but its just in my heart. Probably theres like million more in my heart that i just cant put it into a sentence.... My story ends here ; 12:48 PM Yesterday school was to complete our engineering design project, which is to complete the torch light. My group was like the most far behind group but then we manage to finish the project after rushing through and going through all the obstacles. Job well done! After school, i went home. Was suppose to meet Ella but then she must go see her mom. So i went home, change and went to lepak jap. Ask adyko to send me back to school but then fahmi wanna joined me, so i go with him instead. Had a long talk. Since a long time we had a long talk. Arrive school and play soccer. It was with some china people. Fahmi was kinda amazed by their speed and aggresiveness. All i can say is, welcome to amature soccer? I am a little shock looking at their speed and aggressiveness but not as strong as i thought. Got one part, i was body shielding the ball then the guy kick my leg and fall, before i collapse. Stupid him right? but oh my, mcm gi taici sak, tendang kaki mcm rembat bola, but im ok! The bath, buy food at 7-eleven and went to aidaa cribs. Cari blok cam nk rak thanks to fahmi mate 'rosak'! Have a brush with custom operation van. Then arrive at aidaa house. SInce a long time i meet her and its the first time fahmi meet her. The first thing i look for is a place to lie down. Went to her room and yeah, watching this cite wujud and i slept through halfway, all the way till half past midnight. Walk home from her house there to my house. From the point i start lying down, i was missing her very much. I was really hoping she was there. giving me the chance to hug her and tell her all my fears. What if it was true bby? what if it is? Its like im very damn sure we are not ready for it. We are not even a couple seh. I just dun wanna rush thing. I know your situation and i understand it, but my heart, its just like so uncertain about our future. Lagi2 kalau what we are fearing for is true. Everyday, before sleeping, i just pray hard, its not true, and god takecare of you well. You are really like a jewel in my life now. I know you can see that. I love you very2 much. You are just so and very diferent from others. The uniqueness of you really 'aww' me. You are good, baek, understanding. Also pretty and cute. Clever and mature. Appreciate me i hope.... takecare My story ends here ; 8:38 AM Tuesday, December 1, 2009 On sunday was tiring. Painting my room according to instruction. haha, but it was nice in the end. I gt a tv set, dvd set, karaoke set also..... SO im very2 happy. haha. When bro go NS soon, its all mine! yeah, all mine. Bilik da gelap lagi, wow! fun abes. hahahahahha My story ends here ; 9:28 AM |
 APISENGET. I'm known by that name. Soccer is my temper, Girls are my leisure and Party is my way. But i'm not that kind of guy. Only 17. Happy, smiling and always laughing no matter what happened.... To know me better, cam biase ah, add me. MSN: hafiz_g77@hotmail.com  Ella Shakilla. Supercute! She make my day Shes my hotstuff Shes in my heart 
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